It's Kind of Sad

It's kind of sad how I let it get to me. It's kind of sad how I let it eat me alive. Relax, stay calm, it's not your fault. But it is it is my fault. It's kind of sad how letting people down makes me sad to the point of being sick. I want to puke, I want to cry and I feel ashamed. I shouldn't, but I do. I'm not proud of my work and I am embarrassed to this day. It's kind of sad and that's all I have left to say.